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primary school was amazing, was popular got on with everyone. had good family life. i was smart always had high grades, except for irish i can't explain how i can be good at most other subjects now in secondary its the same i do spanish now aswell and its horrible i've never been like it i feel like a stupid idiot all the time. school is difficult, iam very sick so miss alot of school therefor i miss out on hanging with my friends and lost them all it really sucked! also the seperation of my parents broke me in lots of peices. its been so hard to put myself back together. my dad left and i resented everything like iam a daddys girl how am i ment to live without him? and apperently i cant live with him its so hard for me. my mother, my brother and i never got along like my brother spread stupid rumours about me to make himself more popular and i'd tell my mam iam sick and she'd like laugh it off, like i was messing, like why did she not believe me? it got so hard for me and moving on now, thankfully iam getting better. but out of all the hurt that i've gone through the only person i thought i could trust my my friend but even though i have all my friends back i've lost her which makes me feel like shit but she doesnt care. i guess it will be fine i'll move on i have everyone else now.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Mothers.

I love her but seriously iam not 5.. You use to hold me when i tried to walk, you never let me fall now iam older you still dont let me fall. They say you learn from your mistakes. How can i learn from my mistakes if you dont let me make them? Not letting me do things will only drive me to do them without you knowing, it gives me a kick. I know you've been through alot but i miss my old family and you dont understand that, you say you've lost a husband.. I've lost my daddy, iam daddys little girl. Its just not the same. Mam i need space why cant you just see that?
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